old habits

:cursing:I was banded on sept 29th and I wanted to leave as soon as i got there.I had been talking about it and once i got there i wondered 'what the hell was i thinking" My husband, family and friends have been awesome.I think that the band has banded the people in my life also. its made everyone that more closer.I want t eat BAD FOODS bu i keep tellingmyself " girl your not having gas pains for nothing" ( they hurt sooo bad) i'm excited to know what this holds for me. i'm praying that things will get better and better. i hope everyone realize that we are trying to make a change and even though your old habts are easier togo back to, you wanted this for a reason.nothig worth having is easy