Wow...

This blogging is a new thing to me, but I was sitting here thinking that it could be good for me to at least put things into words. Well...here goes>>:closedeyes: The whole month of July has been difficult. On the 12th my surgeon said that he didn't want to give me a fill and to wait 4wks. Wanted me to get back to basics of watching how/what I eat and pick up the exercise. I agreed and began to do that again (although I never stopped journaling my food intake). MY problem is that I've had this underlying sadness all month:crying:. Tears, not motivated to excercise or go to work and an almost freaky need to clean EVERYTHING!! I've been tearing apart rooms of the house and detail cleaning (sometimes w/the tears). I'm scaring the bf. I just can't seem to get myself to my regular doc tho... I don't want another clinic/hosp bill to pay. I'm hoping that I can hang in there till August and get a fill. A couple pounds lost this month, but not as much as I think the doc wanted. We'll see....

Tina