I am .....I'll just say my plate is full.

I feel like I don't have anything to give to anyone else right now.

I feel like I am eating everything.

few string beans, 2 bites of beef...golf ball 8:30am

granola bar 11am

brownie sundae 1:30

asian salad 2:10

cereal, fried chicken thigh5:45

grape mike and ike candy 6:30

piece of eckridge sausage and fruit 9pm

Bed 12pm

Again it is not a meal. I am scared to weigh in this evening. The weekend was so full I did not walk. Sat morning ran errands to begin DD hair for school. I was so tired I went to bed early. Got up early to volunteer and came home to continue to hair. Washed clothes and then she took a nap so I cooked dinner. She got up and I finished her hair but I kept going back for another piece of beef. Yesterday I do go to TTC so I am happy about that.

It gets you like that...if we think we completely change on surgery day then we get wake up calls like this...some days the food wins LOL we just have to try and see that we and our bands win more days then the food!!!!! Wake up tomorrow and try again, that's all you can do! )

One day at a time girl! Maybe 'sit' down and eat a meal - that might help -if you tell yourself if it isn't meal time you don't eat -- in the meantime just relax - well try anyhow lol - before school is always hectic here too - hang in there - this too shall pass!

Thank you ladies