Hmm

So I am still not losing. Not gaining either so let's not freak out. Heh. I have always had a slow ass motabolism so I am sure my body is adjusting or something. My relatives are stressing me out. My step dad told my long term boyfriend. That I am hot when I am thinner. WTF? So groos. Also a family friend also was acting like I had surgery for my boyfriend. I just want to make this perfectly clear I am way too selfish to ever change my body for a man! He is/was very happy with me at that weight. I didn't really ask him his opinion about the surgery. I make up my mind and do it, that's the way I get stuff done. My family drives me crazy makes me wish I kept my mouth shut about the surgery to more of them. I have a family affair in 3 weeks. I am worried about the gossip about my surgery. Even the backwards compliments really get to me. Who wants to hear that they're pretty but not the way they currently are? Nobody.

I am having my fill not this Thurs but next. Weee

Hey gurl...all I can say is just stay positive and keep ur head up.. my family are the same way.. kinda like ur's.. they always tell me I have such a pretty face.. if only i was skinny.. that kinda hurt my feelings.. but I got this surgery done for me.. not anyone else.. such so i can be more confindent in myself.. my husband tells me he luvs me just the way I am.. Im the one thats not happy with myself.. plus.. ive always been big all my life.. I wanna see how I would look skinny ..

Glad to know I am not alone here. I have been heavy all my life. But a LLOOOOONG time ago I was a size 9 and not by healthy means. I have been a size 14 for a majority of my life. Right now I am a 16

Yeah I think this surgery is for yourself and nobody else. I want to love being me :cursing:

Hey gurl...all I can say is just stay positive and keep ur head up.. my family are the same way.. kinda like ur's.. they always tell me I have such a pretty face.. if only i was skinny.. that kinda hurt my feelings.. but I got this surgery done for me.. not anyone else.. such so i can be more confindent in myself.. my husband tells me he luvs me just the way I am.. Im the one thats not happy with myself.. plus.. ive always been big all my life.. I wanna see how I would look skinny .. :thumbup: