I get my date for my surgery on the 28th of November. Im really nervous. I didnt realize how much work came with the surgery. Im ready to do what I need to, to get it done. Im just really worried about failing. Im scared something will go wrong. Im nervous about the psych eval. I have had a mental illness since I was 10. I have been in private schools, hospitals, group homes, independent living program, residential homes, and i was a ward of the state since i was ten becauseof my stupid uncle and my brother. I have been heavy my whole life for as long as i can remember. I have been picked on, bullied, and beaten. Ive been made to feel like im nothing. Ive been made to feel like I worthless. Although I have been through so much, Im a fighter and a survivor and im strong i will never give up. I will do what i need to do Im so excited to be healther. One of the reasons im doing the surgery is so I can have children. Another reason is so that I can go on amusement park ride but over all, I am doing it to live a long and happy life with my wonderful husband.

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I finished everything in October and still don't have a date .

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