ok im getting surgery next week.. last thursday my ins. was approved and now BAMB tommorow pre-op work..next week surgery!!

wow its going by VERY fast!!

but i have every emotion running through my body right now!!

i dont know what to think

im overwhelmed..happy..nervous..anxious FREAKING OUT

im even having dreams where my boyfriend has to wake me up from because im either crying in my sleep..and 2 mornings ago i was woke up from bf crying for my mom!! how freaking wierd..

did anyone experience this??

Please someone tell me im not going crazy!!!:omg:

your not crazy. i think you are experiencing a big life changing event . i think it is normal to have emotions. try getting some exercise and maybe write your feelings down. i was just the opposite . i had no emotions or fear, i was only thinking, god i hope this works and i pray my surgeon is having a good day. he was..... good luck. no two people have the same experience. dont be hard on yourself.

I think it is pretty normal to freak out before any major surgery. Let alone a major surgery that will alter your life in a dramatic way.

You will get through this! Good luck.

I had a major melt down last night in the form of a panic attack... and I don't even have a date in sight... I don't know if I can do this...

You're not crazy! Trust me it's all worth it in the end :confused: You'll do great! Keep your head held high and you will succeed.

I went through the same emotions. About a week before my surgery, I started having dreams about my grand-parents that had passed away years ago. This is a huge decision; a life changing decision. Subconsciencly, we're all faced with our own mortality when having surgery. I'm sure that's what the dreams were about. Stay calm, and think of all of the right reasons you are doing this. The hardest part of the whole process, is the path you took to actually make the decision! You can do it!

thanks for all the support!!! i got my surgery date today AUG 29th..im so excited!! yes it did get moved back but it will give me more time to calm down lol!!

i will keep everyone posted!!

oh for the dreams,,, i had a dream last night that i was pregnant lol