I've always thought myself a patient person but I think I'm stressing myself out, and than I want to eat and eat and eat. So I do, but than I feel guilty and swim for an 1,2 or 3hrs to kill some of those calories. But I've gained 5lbs. All I keep thinking is what if's?

Wait time is three weeks 1 and a half down and 1 and a half to go... tick tock tick tock. Just sharing...

Ps doubt is B....

It is totally stressful waiting to find out if/when you are going to have surgery that will change your life! Be kind to yourself, that is one of the most important lessons I have learned thus far. Best of luck to you.

I completely understand, I'm under the same stress I have 15 days to hear something . I completely understand stress is a beast ... So is doubt... I just keep wondering if I did everything right ... You aren't alone