I was pretty pissed off that I came home to an empty house because everyone went to the movies without me. Not that I wanted to see transformers but because they did not even bother to ask me if I would like to join them. And to top it all off I ate like a pig. Well a banded pig. Probably 4 oz of grilled chicken smothered in BBQ sauce and like 1/4c of parmesan noodles. Plus two slices of toast. I feel like shit right now. I wish I had thought about it before I ate so damn much. If I don't stop pigging out I am going to end up back on the effing table with a dilated pouch and I will never lose any more friggin weight. I did not get my walk in at work because I was way to busy cleaning up after other peoples messes that effect my work. I am not usually so damned negative and I don't even know what is coming over me here. Maybe I am tired from going in to work at 4am. Maybe I am pissed that since I have to work at 5am for the rest of the summer so I can't very well ride my bike in there. Maybe I am so tired of working 46 hours a week to come home to a trashed house that I have to clean up just so that my retired father in law and afternoon working hubby can mess it up for me the next day. Maybe because I am going to have to mow the lawn so it actually gets done.

Wow I kind of feel a little bit better.

My turn!

WHY, won't somebody please tell me WHY can't I wait until I'm actually HUNGRY to eat????? I find myself munching on stuff ALL DAMN DAY! And then I get pissed off at myself for doing that. It's no wonder I feel like I'm not losing....

It's almost as if I'm afraid of being hungry. Where does that come from???? I think this must be what people refer to as head hunger, maybe, but I really think it's some kind of primal fear that we're barely aware of, of actual true hunger. It's totally normal and natural to feel hunger, so why can't we (or at least I) allow myself to feel it?

Sista, you are preaching the word to the Mormon Tablernacle! I hear you so loudly and I concur!

I am sick to death of doing everything for DH and having him do sooooooo little for me. I want someone to fix me a meal, I want someone to take me to the movies, or curl up on the couch and snuggle me. I want someone to do the laundry without my having to bitch about it getting done. Just once, just one freaking time I want to put the lanurdy in the dryer and ask him to take it out and have him ACTUALLY DO IT.

Won't ever happen... I know that, but I can dream.

Great thread!

Why can't I stop eating when I am full? Thin people can push a plate away with only a few bites gone if they feel full so why the hell can't I do it. Why do I find it necessary to finish the whole damn thing? Eating the whole damn thing got me here in the first place. And why can't I eat cake? I know it is bad for me but dammit sometimes I just want a bite without spitting it up like a damn infant 5 minutes later.

Faith I will cook you a meal =)

Faith, I can do your laundry, bring it on over!

Ugh. My eating is about to cause me to have an "oops I crapped my pants" moment.

Ok, that's not funny, but it really is so darn funny!

Thank you both!!!

And I'm crapping my pants from laughing so hard!

Faith,

I say go on strike!!! At home . tee hee.

Cook ,shop and do laundry for YOURSELF only

Clean you own little space . I'm am sure this will work because I saw it on a Lifetime movie . It was on TV so it has to be true.

good luck,

edie

Dr. Phil (love him) says you teach people how to treat you. Hmmmmm

I Went On Strike Once For 1 Week, Just Took Care Of Myself And Our Daughter. That Saturday Her And I Got Up Early Left The House At 9am Didn't Come Till 6pm. The House Was Spotless And Dinner Was Waiting For Us.

Hell yeah!!

edie

Speaking of crap I am so glad to be having oops I crapped my6 pants moments instead of damn I wish I could crap moments. Fiber is so underrated.

Hey Faith I really could cook you that meal seeing as you live right near me lol.

:hungry:When I get to eat food, I might take you up on that, lol :hungry:

I'll help you clean in return. :cool::thumb:

Sweet it's a done deal. I love to cook but I hate to clean. I make some mean BBQ chicken with the homemade you would never know it is sugar free BBQ sauce.