I only have a few more steps to go, I have made my psyh and nutrition appts. After that I just need to have my upper endoscopy. The closer I get the more excited I get, but I am also getting nervous. I really think I will do well because I want this so badly, and I have an awesome support system at home and at work. I just know that when the rubber meets the road it is all about me and my choices and how hard I work. I know my life will be different that it has been over the last 30+ years. I am afraid of the unknown. Sometimes I get knots in my stomach thinking about it I even started 2nd guessing my decision at one point. but I know that this is my chance for a new beginning, and better quality of life. I know without this tool I would be headed down a path to poor quality of life and an early death. I still get nervous thogh, but I pray for the best and press forward. Did any of you ever 2nd guess taking this step before you had the surgery?

Hi, best wishes, don't worry it is normal, my surgery is tomorrow and if I think too much on it I also have second thoughts, but I know this is for the best and will take one day at a time and cross the bridge when I get there. Keep focused and stay on track and enjoy the journey.