It has happened all so very fast... it was only a couple of weeks ago that my wife and I attended the informational seminiar.

We discovered that we were screwed by an exclusion on our insurance that will not cover any claim that has, quite literally, ANY discussion with any health care professional ANYTHING weight related, (I had to pay out of pocket for an appt for a cracked foot becuase I casually mentioned to the doc I was using SlimFast to try to loose weight so that my feet would hurt less).

That wasnt about to stop us. We cleaned out our 401K and took a line of credit, and I am having my first appt with the surgeon today. Tomorrow, we have the first appt with the dietician.

I woke up today with a high anxiety. It was, however, quickly over powered with a strong sence of gratitude..

... gratitude...

The mountain that proverbially stands before me is the "new me".

It's cool wind that cools and refreshes me that comes down into the valley I stand is fragrent and sweet... it is the breath and words I speak in the future as to the "well done" for walking with the courage necessary to navigate a road with a measure of hope, a measure of gratitude, and a measure of child like innocence.

How scary was the anticipation of your first visit, and how do you feel afterward?

Edited May 8, 201412 yr by cryss

Felt very empowered after my surgeon visit and NUT visit. Had to find creative ways to pay also as my insurance also has an exclusion. Made me more anxious I think but hopefully helps me appreciate this opportunity more.