up and down no more

February 28, 201412 yr

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Struggling with my weight. Up and down. I am 1 month into the 6 month wait for my sleeve. I cannot wait to post a happier healthier and thinner me once again and once and for all. Currently at 207 lbs at 5ft4 . The thinner photos are of me after my last attempt at weight loss. It was a contest through work and I got 3rd place company wide. Now I am so ashamed I have gained nearly all of the weight back. Co workers and friends have taken their journey with the sleeve surgery and over the last 2 years I have researched and thought about it. During this time I have completed jillian Michaels 90 day with some success but soon got frustrated and quit because no matter what I did the weight wouldn't come off. I have tried 2 or 3 other approaches to losing weight and failed. I am feeling so low and want to feel good again. That is why I am doing this. I just hope the next months that follow go quickly. I am Done hiding when the camera comes out. I hate looking like this and feeling this way.

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