_{I am 20 days out and this is so difficult for me. It is so so hard to just sit there while everyone is eating and drinking. Then you have to respond to everyone why you are not eating, why you are not drinking.}

I feel you! It's almost like torture to me to watch everyone else enjoying food. I try to tell myself it will all be worth it, but I know how you feel. I am only 13 days out.