I appreciate all the great advice & sharing your personal experience with me but from today forward I will only worry about my new life style. When that day comes for me to move. I will tell you all. It's making me depress to deal with an ass hole of a hubby so I don't want my favorite group to be sad for me. I want to be happy & I will be fine. I love you guys!

best wishes! If you even need to talk private message me. Always here for you

Surgery date 7/25/12

Thanks and just so you know I'm holding you on the words

You hold your head up high and take care of those precious kids. You don't need that ass! We love you and we are still here if you need us.

Message if you want! And hey your feelings are valid....you can share them if you need to!

Thanks and just so you know I'm holding you on the words

Hold me to it:) I'm here

Surgery date 7/25/12

Thanks I can sure feel the love in here. It's not that I'm afraid to talk oh no.. It's that I figure I'm putting to much attention to his attacks that I'm starting to neglect my self. I started wear my night shirt which are XL cuz he had mention I was showing too much. Now i'm thinking hold on. He wants me walking around looking ugly. I'm neglecting my house cuz I feel sad & depress. I haven't done laundry in 2 weeks. I'm doing them tomorrow will take me hours but I will get it done. I think he wants me to feel this way. He will not get the best of me. I'm washing my clothes,and putting on my small shirts which I look good wearing. I don't really own shorts since I was always fat it was all capri,but I will get a few before the year is over LMBO.

You go girl!

Go get some shorts:)

Surgery date 7/25/12

I appreciate all the great advice & sharing your personal experience with me but from today forward I will only worry about my new life style. When that day comes for me to move. I will tell you all. It's making me depress to deal with an ass hole of a hubby so I don't want my favorite group to be sad for me. I want to be happy & I will be fine. I love you guys!

Tiny, don't deal with this alone. I don't think that we are so much sad for you but more like concerned, worried. You are dealing with something that is very, very difficult to sometimes handle by yourself. You know this because you are always there for one of us when we need it. So look at it this way, you are in a battle for your life, the enemy is trying his almighty best to beat you down to defeat. So rally up your Army and together we will be able to win the war. The force is with you. :ph34r:

Tiny' date=' don't deal with this alone. I don't think that we are so much sad for you but more like concerned, worried. You are dealing with something that is very, very difficult to sometimes handle by yourself. You know this because you are always there for one of us when we need it. So look at it this way, you are in a battle for your life, the enemy is trying his almighty best to beat you down to defeat. So rally up your Army and together we will be able to win the war. The force is with you. :ph34r: [/quote']

Thanks I'm so stress I'm barely eating & that's bad I'm already small. Don't wanna be xsmall