Hey Family,

So I have been feeling negative about my surgery for a little while now wondering if I made the right decisons and thinking about how long I have to eat like this, forever. I miss all the foods that I love so much and sometimes feel like I wish I didn't have this surgery so I could have them. Does or has anyone else felt this way? I feel so alone right now. I am sad

I know how you feel I can't even enjoy food anymore cuz a bite and I'm full it's like what's even the point. But me liking to eat to much food is what got me into this mess so I think it's kinda for the best.

Yeah I always try to remind myself that but sometimes I rather give up the surgery so I can eat that food just at that moment. Obviously it passes and my moods go up and down but I am sure this will pass too. Don't get me wrong I am very thankful for the opportunity to have this surgery, I am just going through the motions.

Helllllll no do I have regrets! Are you kidding me... You get your life back! Live t and don't regret it... It's been 12 years for me now... GOP was boss for a long time...

LOL, well I can see why you don't regretit you look freakin amazing. Congrats on your success and being a positive role model. What does GOP stand for?