Now that I'm getting close to surgery (I'm waiting on approval from Aetna) I find that I'm hating my fat body even more than before. I guess being preoccupied with how I'm hoping to feel and look "after" has me wanting even more to escape this gross, jiggly, HEAVY body. I wish I could unzip it and get OUT of it!!!

Anyone else feeling the same?

Yes!!! This is how i am feeling! I can't stop thinking about 6-12 months from now and what life will be like.

Me too....I keep daydreaming about it lol

I'm so glad to know that I'm not alone!!

I'm so ready to make this change and leave this fat' date=' unhealthy body behind. I want to start feeling better and know that I'm getting healthier and healthier! I'm ready to DO this thing and sweat it out and prove to myself that I'm strong and steel-willed and beautiful!!

Not just on this particular issue, but this journey as a whole. The people here, for the most part, are supportive and caring and genuine, and i have a feeling I would lose my mind without this forum!![/quote']

I feel the exact same way about thid forum. I do not have many people in my life who will understand my wls journey. Soooooo looking forward to this:)