Okay I really dont....but Ive just been so grouchy, moody, emotional lately. Ive taken two days off work because I cant even face people there right now. Ive been in a bad mood since last Friday. My surgery is scheduled for July 11th and I dont know if that has anything to do with it. My preop starts on Tuesday June 26th. I have so many things going through my head right now like;

-Im so fat right now

-I just wish July 11th would hurry up and come

-How will I make it through the Pre-op?

-Im so fat right now

-What if this surgery doesnt work for me?

-What if Im always going to be this size?

-How did I let it get to this point?

-Im so fat right now

-I hope I wake up

Just to name a few.

Honestly if it wasnt for futureskinnypants I probably would have cracked by now.

Did anyone else feel so blue immedialtey before the surgery?

Okay I really dont....but Ive just been so grouchy, moody, emotional lately. Ive taken two days off work because I cant even face people there right now. Ive been in a bad mood since last Friday. My surgery is scheduled for July 11th and I dont know if that has anything to do with it. My preop starts on Tuesday June 26th. I have so many things going through my head right now like;

-Im so fat right now

-I just wish July 11th would hurry up and come

-How will I make it through the Pre-op?

-Im so fat right now

-What if this surgery doesnt work for me?

-What if Im always going to be this size?

-How did I let it get to this point?

-Im so fat right now

-I hope I wake up

Just to name a few.

Honestly if it wasnt for futureskinnypants I probably would have cracked by now.

Did anyone else feel so blue immedialtey before the surgery?

lol aw girl! I couldn't find your post so i looked under your profile and saw " I hate everybody" and i said to myself.....yup thats definitely got to be her post from today!!!!

I think to some extent everyone feels that way before surgery. And, I know personally, since i found out i was having surgery i've been eating like a maniac b/c i know ill never ever be able to eat like this again. In return i've gained even more weight and i feel like a giant flabby blobber. I feel tired, and ....i hate everybody right now too

my bf asked me if i wanted to do something fun this weekend like go to the jersey shore. i told him no i just want to lay in bed! i don't want to see people, i dont want to look at people and honestly i don't even want to WALK!!!! i'm feeling lady. I feel like i need a nap every day. Maybe this is you too? I know you needed these 2 days off. You needed some mental rest But tomorrow its back to the grind. Don't forget how much your paying for that damn resort hotel

everything will be fine. We have an AMAZING doctor! HE has an amazing staff. Theres not a doubt in my mind that you, me, and all of our "crew" will be fine. I have all the faith in the world that this surgery will work for ALL of us. But, it is a tool. We have to learn to use that tool. And we will. Thats what effie (sp) is for. She will teach us. Someone wouldn't just hand you a circular saw and say "here go cut something"!!! We will learn and we're lucky enough to have awesome support on this forum. It's a godsend. AND....we have eachother!!!!!! I'm right behind you, sister!!! I will see you on August 4th and you'll already be down a ton of weight!!!

RELAX!!! I will be there when your laying in front of the fridge crying. I promise!!! Love ya girl!

We share a date, and lemme tell ya' the exact same things are going through my mind too. It's just nerves: this is one of the most significant life changes a person can make! Hang in there, it'll be here before you know it!!