So I got a call today from my surgery place and my date is November 30th! I am so excited and nervous all at the same time. Lately I have been thinking of backing out. I know i am only hesitant because the surgery will hold me to standards that I don't hold to myself. That is the one reason I wanted the surgery. I can't cheat because everyone is watching me and weighing me and keeping their eyes on me.

But now I am wanting to back out because I want to be able to have cheat days and eat little things here or there. I know that sounds crazy, but I have lived so long like this it's hard to break the habit. I am not going to back out though I am going to do it. This is my time to get healthy and stay healthy.

I got off on a tangent there but anyways SURGERY on NOVEMBER 30th!! WOOHOOOOO

Thanks for reading this. =]

Congrats on getting a date!

Thank you!

That awesome you got a date and we will be surgery buddies since mine is the 23rd :smile1: We gotta keep in touch. I am sure you will do wonderful and you won't regret to have the surgery :smile1:

Thanks Liliana! Yeah we will be sleevie buddies! I can't even tell you how much I enjoy having you and everyone else on here for support. Thank you for giving me some hopeful and encouraging words. We will both do awesome! I was just having a small moment of weakness.