Am I obsessing?
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Before I start the post, be advised that I am fully aware that I could be worried over nothing. I need your help judging that!
I have been ghosting this site forever and started fully participating after my surgery March 1st. What I am noticing is that I have almost none of the difficulties others describe. More than that, I can often eat much more than what others post without discomfort. For example, this morning I had two eggs soft scrambled and that was perfect. I read about so many people who can barely eat one at this point in the recovery. I haven't had problems with any of the foods I have tried either. I mean NONE. I must have a teflon sleeve.
Anyway, this is all well and good but I am "borrowing trouble" (as my Granny says) and worried about the future. If I am this okay with all foods and seem able to eat more now at 5 weeks then what will things be like at one year or two? Side note: I haven't botherer to ask my surgeon about bougie size since I didn't learn about this until after surgery and it seems pointless now.
I should also mention that I am down 42 pounds since the surgery less than six weeks ago. I am soooo not complaining and extremely thankful for the awesome weightloss and what I am eating since it seems to work right now but I am also worried about the future. I think the fat girl in me is convinced that if this can be screwed up I will figure it out. I want to make sure this weightloss is for keeps. I am tired of giving away all the fat clothes and then getting fat all over again. Frankly, I am not sure I can mentally handle that happening again.
Thoughts on all this rambling?