It was a hard day for me today. went out to dinner with my best friend for her birthday I didn't cheat. My friend was very supportive, went to the theater, it was hard not having popcorn and even harder not having a cocktail at dinner. I could of stayed home, but I wanted to test my self, and still have a good time with friends. So I did it kinda proud of myself hope things will get easier after LB. Thanks for listening.

no need to test yourself or see if you can do it..if you want to, you will....you seem to be in the right frame of mind...so just keep doing what you are doing..PS: things are a easy or hard as (you) allow them to be