Just got a call from my gyno saying they found endometrial cells in my pap. He said the cells were normal, but that they should not be in the pap.

I have to go into more tests because it's either nothing or Uterine cancer.

:-(

AT my last visit, he was very, very supporive of my getting the band, because he said, the weight will increase my risks of cancers like Uterine cancer.

I got the band to avoid all that...:think

My prayers that it is nothing.

I have heard it is not uncommon to get a false reading. When do you go Back???

I hope its nothing. you will be in my thoughts. I hope everything goes well, please let us know.

On May 1st they are going to do a sonogram with some sort of solution, to take a look at the walls of my uterus.

He said these cells are normally not present with a pap. The cervical cells looked normal. My mom had uterine cancer.

I'm shaking.

Oh, Leener, I'm so sorry you got that call! They are the scariest things, these alerts. Fingers crossed for you that it's nothing and they give you a totally clean bill of health.

I had what they said was an abnormal breast scan last year, requiring followups that found nothing. So I know a little about how you feel. Good luck and try not to worry yourself sick!

Thanks ALex. Your so right, they are scary. Funny how the world just stopped as of 30 minutes ago.

I was thinking of going to the store, going to a concert in a few weeks. Now I don't care about it. Just feel like curling up in a ball. Fear is powerful.

Don't panic Leener,

I had a pap come back with abnormal endocervical cells - the kind that like to show up with cervical cancer. I went and had a re-pap and it came back completely normal. When I asked my gyno about it she said abnormal paps happen ALL the time. She said it happens far more frequently than people realize. Having a history of uterine cancer makes it a little more scary I realize but try to relax about it until you can get rechecked.

Thanks Donna. I'm trying. I had to take a 1/2 Xnanax to stop from shaking.

I've been having really, really heavy and painful periods. SO bad I'm becoming anemic.

It just goes to show how fast your life can change from one moment to the next.

If anyone would care to say a prayer, blessing or send light to this situation I would be thankful.

I think a whole Xanax is in order today! But then don't drive.

Call your doctor and ask for your follow-up to be moved up - that's a long time to be scared. See if they can put you on a waiting list for cancelled appointment times which may become available. Tell them you're scared and make sure they understand that your life - at least in that scared, all consumming panicked place in your head - is at stake here. A little well placed drama might get you an earlier appointment, just don't make the mistake of letting your 'move my apointment up' drama freak you into a real panic attack, OK?

You're going to be completely fine. I firmly believe this. Besides, you've already used up all of your medical drama for this year on your band surgery - which is good news because it's only April. You have eight months of worry-free health to look forward to. If our insurance can set limitations, I say so can we!

Keep us posted, OK?

I"m so sorry you're having this scary thing happen! You'll be in my thoughts and prayers. I agree that calling to see if you can get it done sooner would be a good idea, and I've had good luck with cancellation lists, too. I also have had abnormal paps and had it turn out to be nothing, so try not to panic. I know that's easy for us to say

Emily

Thanks donna and gentlespirit.

I took both your recommendations and called back. They are going to call me back to see if they can fit me in for Tuesday. My doctor is in high demand, he is very good.

Donna, I find your words that nothing bad is going on strangely calming and reassuring. :-)

I've had better luck with the show up at the office and wait approach. It's harder for them to turn you away when you're sitting in the waiting room staring down the receptionist. And don't believe them when they say they will call back! Call every 10 minutes! Don't let them dismiss you - you have legitimate fears right now, and you should tell them to walk in your shoes before they tell you to wait for an appointment.

Leenerbups, I'm sending healing thoughts your way.

I will pray for you leener and sennd lots of white light and vibes your way. There you are covered on all fronts. LOOL!!

I had a complete Hysterectomy when I was 27 due to bad endometriosis. Long story but they took everything including my cervix right. Well 15 years later I had an abnormal pap smear that showed cervical cells. HMMM!!?? How is this possible since I have NO CERVIX. Two things happened. Repeart pap which still show the abnomal cells. Second thing I had some small microscopically cervical cells still present that could not be removed at my initial surgery. Hence the abnormal pap. Had a LEEP procedure. That is another story. Cells all gone and Normal paps every since.

There are any number of reasons to show up abnormal cells on a pap. Endometrial cells should not show up but it would not be uncommon to see them. My mom had endometrial cells grow on her colon. That is uncommon. Endometrial cells just need a blood supply to grow outside the uterus. They can be transfered during our monthly visitors.

I too had an abnormal Mammogram last year and just had my 6 month check up and all is well but I still have to go back in 6 month for a definite ALL CLEAR.

All this to say I know your scared and I feel it from your posts. Just know whatever the outcome (IT WILL BE OK) we are here for you.

Prayers are definitely sent your way, Leener! I'm so sorry you're going through all this. My mom has had several abnormal paps over the years and they all have come back ok.

You're going to be OK! At this point I'd like to say "Don't worry" but we both know that's pointless...

Let us know how it goes and until then know that we are here for you and you've got a lot of people thinking about you and hoping/praying for the best!

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Oh Leener ~ I have lifted you up in prayer and will continue to do so!! Bless your little heart!! Try to keep your chin up, I'm sure you will be fine. Allow me to quote leatha_g from another thread....."Don't borrow trouble". Forgive me if that's not exact, I can't find the thread right now. The point is, hang in there and try to keep your thoughts positive. It's easier said than done, but you can lean on us for support.....we will all lift you up.

I hope your office was able to confirm you for early next week. Keep us posted sweetie....you are going to be fine!!!

Ah, Leener, my little band sister. Know that I am praying for you!!!!! I'm praying for a refill on the Xanax when you need it (haha) and for a peaceful spirit full of strength. I just know you are gonna be fine!!! ((((HUGS)))))