Newly Banded

This is my first post ever. I have been watching every you tube video on lap banding and have gotten so much information from them. I feel that if I am going to take from these sites, I should also be willing to give. The problem is I don't know how to make a you tube video so I found this site. I do know how to type. I was banded on 10/13/10 so I am six weeks post op. I have not had my first fill yet. It is scheduled next week. I have lost 28 pounds so far. I am excited about my journey but also scared. I am most scared of failure or gaining my weight back. I am also scared of having loose skin, no boobs, and all my hair falling out by the time this is over. Time will tell. I will try to keep everyone posted on my progress.