Hi Michelle,
I haven't had my surgery yet, but I think things are just getting you down right now but you have to take the attitude that things will be better tomorrow. Maybe you won't make it to you appointment tomorrow but will go next week. things will all work out no use getting yourself worked up about it because getting upset is not going to change the outcome, is only going to make things feel worse. I am going for my surgery on oct 14th just on the optfast right now dreaming about potato soup last night. can think of better things to dream about. Hope you feel better. :biggrin:
Janet