nancy264

im not a troll, im serious about this, Im just looking for ppl that I can truly tell my feelings too and not judge me, it makes me sad about this, but its ok I wont post anymore. I have made one good friend here and we do pm all the time. ill stick with her. as for posting diff places its only to get answer. im very sorry to bother u all, I wont do it again.

Im still sitting on the floor haven't been able to get back up. I reread post, guide book, sit and think about it and still no luck, I stil cant get back on the horse. I have an appt the 27th with my nut and I have gained four lbs, I need to lose them b4 I go c her. every morning and night I keep saying im starting over again, no more junk food, fast food, soda, but it don't happen idk why. I need some willpower some pushing, any help, tips, advice. thanks

sat had a 16 oz diet coke, im doing good, though I wouldn't drink any but it knocked me down lol.

omg I forget it was a 12 count and I bought four. omg that 48 cans what if I don't like them. I just realized today when I was rechecking my order, and its only for the Cookies and cream kind.

Hugs, Blessings

Update: Opened the last can at 9:40am 12:02pm still sipping on the soda Ima save the can and put the date on it. At 12:53 finished my soda oh my what know. Update 10:42pm oh man i did bad, I have had three mountain dew, did I messed up I said no pepsi or coke LOL. will try harder tomorrow Thursday: 2;52pm reg pepsi Friday: 9:10am NO soda Friday: 5:22pm still now soda, but im very angry

Update: Opened the last can at 9:40am 12:02pm still sipping on the soda Ima save the can and put the date on it. At 12:53 finished my soda oh my what know. Update 10:42pm oh man i did bad, I have had three mountain dew, did I messed up I said no pepsi or coke LOL. will try harder tomorrow Thursday: 2;52pm reg pepsi Friday: 9:10am NO soda

8:12am I want a soda so bad, but having my shake,

went and saw my dr. for A1c blood work and all that good stuff, I took all my meds and told her I couldn't take 41 pills a day. she said that since I been going to the pain clinic for cortisone shots that she was taking me off 16 pain pills and watch how everything goes. im happy for that, so I will take the meds if needed. now she wants me to start taking the Vitamins I need for the after the surgery, so that will b a add on of 12 pills (don't like it) and to take the rest of my meds. Calicum carbonate, Multivitamins, Iron, Vitamin d3, b12, Biotin. Prozac, metformin, imdur, abilify, Zocor, prilosec,, Zestril, glimepiride13 pills. I am off Lamictal, Flexeril, sumatriptan, Neurontin, tramadol total of 16 pills. Now to go back and lose the 4lb I gained since I last seen my nut. making an appt today to see her even thou I don't have to I was cleared by my nut and psych, but she said I can go see her anytime if I liked. ok now I need willpower to get back on track.

went to see my dr. she wrote to my psych about the letter she said that for me not to worry that it will be approved. and she took me off the pain meds so that, since I been getting shots at the pain clinic and taking meds, she said to stop them and see how I do so im off 16 pain pills. she wants me to start taking the Vitamins before surgery so that will be 12 added. and my reg pills which are 13 pills. so going to b taking 25 pills not 41. I gained 4 pounds

2:25pm just got home since 8:30am. and gave in and open a reg pepsi, gross but I needed something and my nephew had pepsi. lol bad girl. oh yea and had junk food, im very bad, but that's it, day is over not more soda or junk. katiejo4, thanks

oh man did bad, I have had three mountain dew, did I messed up I said no pepsi or coke LOL. will try harder tomorrow. tomorrow I get to see my reg dr and the pharmacist and show him all the meds its not 41 counting the Vitamins. I cant take them all in one day, also going to the nut office and ask if I can weigh in. and make a appt to see my nut even thou she said I didn't have to anymore bc she and the psych cleared me. but I feel better seeing them. ok tlk later.

I also was drinking two two litter of diet coke a day then I went to cans and then to diet pepsi. I don't have any right now and I want some. I took v8 to drink.

Opened the last can at 9:40am 12:02pm still sipping on the soda Ima save the can and put the date on it.

one last can and don't know when to drink it 8:06am

thank you everyone.. Ill update tomorrow

BellaHugz, oh noooooooo

having one now, one in the frig omg, omg

caffine free diet coke ?? hmmmmm

Having one now and one in the frig omg, omg And I don't drink coffeeeeee

I am down to four cans of diet pepsi and I was saying that im going to go cold turkey and just stop drinking soda, omg wonder if I can do this. will update soon. wish me luck ************** Opened the last can at 9:40am 12:02pm still sipping on the soda Ima save the can and put the date on it. At 12:53 finished my soda oh my what now. Update 10:42pm oh man i did bad, I have had three mountain dew, did I messed up I said no pepsi or coke LOL. will try harder tomorrow Thursday: 2;52pm reg pepsi Friday: 9:10am NO soda Friday: 5:22pm still now soda, but im very angry

im going to try and go weigh in tomorrow and ask if I can speak to Mr.Darling the Bariatric coordinator and make an appt with my nut even though she said I don't have to see her or my psych anymore I feel better if I can continue seeing them. And I see my Dr. on the 6th and I will show her the letter maybe she needs to add more information, whatever they need. thanks ull

my first letter came in I was Denied: The reason for this decision is that the documentation submitted by your prescriber did not contain sufficient information to determine medical necessity. I have an appt on the 6th I will take this letter with me.

im going tomorrow and ask if I can weigh in and c if I can see my nut again, even thou she said im cleared and don't have to see her till after two wks after surgery something like that she told me. at this moment I don't think I want to do this, I don't think I can do it. since august I been on the program and not waiting for the surgery date. but not sure about all of this. what if I cant follow the plan what if I get saggy skin to the knees oh my I cant live like that, but what if I get to get off over 30 meds and just have to take like about 8 Vitamins, wow that will be great. but im scare that I cant follow the plan for after, I don't know im just freaking out. I have reread my guide book, read post on two sites and I b feeling this is the best for me but then a second later I feel I cant do it. oh my Idk what to do

since august I been doing three shakes and a meal, then two days b4 the surgery date its only liquids. but I started eating and cant stop. I mite do one shake and then start eating, why do I feel like im ok everything is in order and now I can eat, im so upset with myself and sad.