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Friedman. Loved him.

I feel so helpless and hurt. I told him he didn't stand up for me but he was the one who finally told them that's enough. He came back here 3x apologizing and saying I have to forgive cause they are family. They are HIS family not mine. Mine would never mistreat someone..ESP about their culture and while they were guest in their home. I have no outlet but to cry. Feel like I can't forgive them right now..after all I'm ignorant and how can I understand things like that? Idk. I was looking for hotels but nothing close by and that upset my hubby. I just wanna leave. I'm so hurt I have a massive headache from crying. I just don't understand. How does the way I speak truly matter to them enough to cause such a issue? I can't blame this on pms. I'm truly an emotional wreck. I've never mistreated anyone like that.

Having a really hard time. I truly was hurt by my Inlaws. They basically teamed up on me arguing about my southern grammar and how certain things I say make me sound ignorant and why did I continue to Say things and raise my child like the pattern to use southern words and even if I knew it was wrong. Why didnt I want my child to speak better. I will never go to their house again. I am basically done with them and wanna take my little ignorant southern ass home. I have spent the last hour crying my eyes out. My husband admits it was awful of them. I just wanna go gorge myself in cake or ice cream or something. This truly has been the worst I've felt since surgery and I have no outlet. I'm stuck crying my eyes out alone. I'm so hurt I can barely stand it. Nothing much I can do but I feel like I could eat to the point of making myself sick. I hate this. I hate feeling this way.

Had insomnia before but it's truly worse now. Have been taking Benadryl since surgery. Have been trying melatonin and not really any relief. The last few nights have been up til 2 am and struggling to make it thru the day. Guess going back to Benadryl

Pan seared salmon and a forkful of salad

I may never eat chicken again. Every single one has been a disaster. My nutritionist told me to wait awhile and try again with dark meat..idk tho cause I have developed this serious aversion now.

I do hope things get better. I can't imagine the extra stress of that. Time to get your groove back. Best of luck for u tho. Glad u are back!!

We are out of town so I'm scared what mine will say when I get home!!

Thank goodness!! Hey tomorrow morning weigh in? Lol I love to weigh on afterwards Honestly tho that is a miserable feeling to have. I hate it!!

I have my share of nursing home poop stories And is on now girls!!! Only another person who has been there done that understands hahahaha I have never been regular myself and after surg I've went as long as 9 days!! Nothing medicine wise seems to help me. Only thing I've got working for me now is flax seed..I take the pearl which are easier to swallow. I also eat flax rounds or flax cookies a few times a day. I also eat about 2 prunes daily. I pretty much go every other day and so much more relief!! Just what works for me.

My goal is 135..as far as my personal. My dr says he thinks I could get between 120-130. I sometimes think of I get between 140-150 I'd be ecstatic. It's been many many years since I've been smaller.

We were about the same size. I'm 5'3" tho. Nice to see u on here.

The dill relish is what I would spoon down glad to hear I wasn't the only want with the weird pickle cravings. I would just eat it from the jar which disgusted my hubby

I have wondered myself if it was just me. I have good days where I feel awesome and can get things done and moving like normal at work up and down the hall with patients and then days where I can barely get off the couch. My sleep is sporadic and I struggle with insomnia. I keep waiting for that energy too. Thought losing weight would help that along. I struggle sometimes getting work and home all done.

So I raided my Inlaws fridge. We got here really too late to head to any store and she ordered pizza for dinner so I scrapped some toppings off and tonight I truly felt hungry and found some ham and a wedge of laughing cow cheese. Needless to say they were shocked by me as they haven't saw me in a yr. my mother in law asked me when did I get so skinny lol great feeling cause I have never gotten a compliment from her!!! Planning out a list and hoping all goes well on this trip. Up wide awake again tonight..insomnia already plagues me and I rarely sleep when I'm not home..guess gonna try to buy Benadryl while our tomorrow as well.

My nutritionist last week told me it was normal about the start to freak out cause eating a bit more. I noticed it too but as long as it not copious amounts to expect the appetite to pick up a bit. I just also got the sensation back where I feel like I could eat. Pms time..last week..I could have ate the paint off the wall!!

Feel like I've been missing out. I have been working like a mad woman and a kiddo with strep praying the germies didn't catch up to me. We are headed to Orlando for a few days to visit my hubby's family and just unwind before school starts. Worried about what I will eat as my in laws are like birds with meals and I'm worried I won't get my protein in. Gonna hit a local grocery to stock some things up. They haven't really been aware I've lost weight so I can't wait to shock them!!

Thanks!

Bought a new dress. It was tight and on clearance at kohls so I went ahead and bought it..because I have faith I'm gonna lose some more weight...it was a 10! Very tight 10 but hey..have a goal to get into. Went from 18 to almost a 10!

No way!! I'd have to be medicated! You are a strong woman!! I think God knew my patience level when he gave me 1.

Love these stories! Y'all have cracked me up!!