I'm sorry y'all are feeling like this. I think it's kinda normal. I remember it all too well. I prob was more hormonal and emotional post op that I was pregnant. It did get better. There are so many changes and so many things you feel like are being thrown your way to adapt to after surgery..don't forget all the hormonal changes going on..it can feel overwhelming. What I learned was to rest what I could and comfort myself as best as I could..without my emotional filler food. Walk and get outside when u can..they preach that to u over and over but it's really true plus gets the body moving and the weigh as well.
We all here understand and please lean on us when u need to..others who haven't had this journey don't seem to get it. Also..this shall pass!! It's all steps towards the final goal and you have made it through the hardest part! You got this!!!