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I hope for us all its just something that will pass. Frustrating

They are beautiful!! They look happy. What a bunch of blessings they are!

In the same boat. Feel like people are looking at it with no makeup and afraid to make it worse with wearing makeup. It's painful too actually. I have some scarring started and I hate it! I have that beautiful unblemished skin as a teen and now I'm 33 and hating the acne!

I'm don't know if this is related to after surgery or not. I'm making myself eat. Yesterday and today I have forced down everything. I had went on a kick of extra protein and I have actually gained weight!! I am not happy. I also am having just massive amounts of anxiety! I feel so irritable and feel bad at how I'm responding to it. My hair is falling out at such a wild extreme measure I'm almost convinced I will be bald before its over. I worry nonstop about lay offs at work. I'm so tired of dealing with that stress. I just hate feeling this stressed and I hate I'm not seeing any real progress. I feel lagging behind. For the 1st time since surg I really feel like giving up and saying the hell with everything. I hate the thought of gaining weight! That makes me so upset.

Wonderful news!!!

I can't wait to hear how they reacted!! I'm sure they are gonna be blown away when they see u!!

Great job Dori! Have fun and glad the weather is looking good!!

Cuties!!!!

Day 2 of choking protein down. I've got to say I hate it but have to say if it works I'm gonna keep pressing on. Seeing the PA who is filling in for my surgeon tomm. Nervous.

I'm gonna say some prayers for u. I'm sorry u are having to go thru all that. Please take care of u tho. I'd hate for u to get sick. He totally isn't worth that. We love u here!

Mine has called me rude I've actually looked up things he was eating and started Telling him about it. He does NOT like that

Well u know what I noticed?!? I am opening the bathroom door in public bathrooms and not try to do some weird dance squeezing in and trying not to brush all up on the toilet trying to get into the stall cause the area inside the stall is too small. I hate public toilets anyways and totally get grossed out. Feel so much better when I'm able to just open the door and walk in.

Hang In there!! It's so hard when it feels its outta reach and u want it so bad! It's so worth it in the long run. Positive thoughts on things u would like to do afterwards is a great idea. Any movement u move and any exercise u can do..just remember it brings u closer to the prize. This whole journey pre and post op both isn't easy but it's pretty darn well worth it. I'm so glad u are here and we am offer u a little bit of what u can't get in your day to day life..acceptance and encouragement!! Who wouldn't flourish with that?? Good luck!! You are on your way so keep your head up!!!

I'm pretty obsessive about my food log. My husband asks can we completely finish a meal without me pulling my phone out immediately. I need the accountability and it keeps me on track.

I went and got a few diff ones before I bought. I turned out not liking some. Quest are a bit more pricy than some but good. Glad I didn't buy a box of them before tried.

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I feel like the stuffed thanksgiving turkey. Sure hope this crap works cause I don't think I can put another thing in my mouth. I'm at 92grams today now and I'd throw up if I tried any more. Will let ya know how it goes. Today I bought some more stuff like tofu and soy nuts. I'm gonna try the tofu and see what I can I do with it. Pinned a few things on Pinterest.