deaddemmama

I was 187 ,this week. The last i weighed before my niece died a month ago was 179..so upset...ready to give up. I just didn't care over the last month. Just eating too much too often, I guess.

Yeah Im freaked about how much I can eat compared to before. When my niece died, I really got into bad habits, I need to measure and track again. I'm just too depressed.

Here is a picture of me 127 lbs down..forgot to post yesterday..I can't find a before picture. [ATTACH]40895[/ATTACH]

It took me two weeks to get used to the altitude...I agree; having no bugs is heavenly. You'll find something permanent, no worries. Boy, you've really had SO much going in. I hope things will now calm down so you can take care of yourself! Thinking of you! Kris

Get yourself to a teaching hospital, or at least get a second opinion. I threw up/ pooped blood, and I had an ulcer. I needed 4 units of blood.

January 38th: do a jumping hack day

Any ideas about what type of swimsuit to look for? Saggy boobs, a wrinkly, flat butt...what type are you guys looking to buy this year?

Where did you find such great deals?

Wow

I posted some quinoa recipes in the recipe section.

From a 48f to a 38c Victoria's secret bra!

Wow...maybe time for a new doc...or have you tried that? Hope you feel beter.

Wow! Looking great!

I had horrible side effects with Chantix, but most don't. I quit, but my niece died suddenly two weeks ago, and I starred again...back to the drawing board.

January 25th: Vent your head off day! Here's our chance! I'm sssooo tired of this bitter winter!

Thank you

January 24th: walk backward day!

I can walk and swim gently...wish this winter wasn't so brutal!

It's Learn About a New Culture Day!

It's watch TV upside down day!

Maybe more vigorous exercise? How are you feeling, Dori? Is exercise even a possibility with your surgery? I can swim or walk gently, that's about it. I know it would help me lose.

I called my nut. Yesterday, as well as the shrink I saw preop. My nut was very supportive and reminded me that I will lose much more slowly as I get on to a year out, especially since I lost so rapidly up until now. She also told me to not worry if I had cake, but to not make a habit if it. That's what I worry about..bad habits returning. I'm going to call surgeon today about referral to plastics...insurance probably won't cover anything, but I'm going to try.

I need help getting back on track. Since my niece died, I'm either eating all the time or nit eating at all..had two sessions with cake. I'm tracking what I eat today, it's a start. I now weigh 177... 120 lbs down, and my skin us sooo disgusting. I have no ass( never did), but it's just wrinkly skin. Can't see my belly button. Boobs down to my knees. Feeling like I don't want anyone to see me, especially not my husband. I guess I needed to vent.

Dori.. Oconomowoc is really close to Beaver Dam...let's get together ! Health problems can be really isilating, too!

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