I was alway really close to my mother in law and sister in law. I think the world of them. I would do anything for them. Both of them are size 16. That's what I was before surgery . Since I had surgery they make mean comments or say I look sick. They even say I look like a stick when I am walking off. I can't say anything about my weight my husband was told it hurts people's feelings when I do. That it hurts them. I can remember when they both have been way smaller then me and I never changed or acted different to them. I can remember having to seat there and listen to every calorie she had ate that day. I didn't say a word. I didn't stop going around them. I didn't stop texting them. Now today my husband took me shopping and I can wear A SIZE 8!!!!!! I can't say anything because its not right... It's hard to feel good about yourself and be happy . If everyone around you thinking mean stuff because I am thin now. I didn't walk in saying stuff about my weight but people that has not seen me since I had it go on and on about it to me. I still love them like crazy and just want stuff back the way it was. I know I can't change them. I just can't talk to anyone else so I turned to here. I am still my goofy,acting stupid self. I don't dress like a hooker since I am thin. Still a jean and t-shirt girl. Just don't understand how someone that says they love you so much can turn on you that fast. I had surgery Dec16 2012 weighted 246 and now Sept 2 2013 I weight 148.
My before and after pic. Thank you for listening to me cry... ????