I know, I know weirdest thing ever. I know.
I think I'm in mourning of my old self, my fat, I don't know something.
It hit me the other day when I saw my skin in the mirror the other day. My thought was "wow. I'm really loosing weight."
I started the year at 272, preop (May. 28) at 258, current weight is 195.
I don't want this to get bigger than what it is. Has anyone else been through this before. Pre surgery I didn't care what changed my body went through as long as I lost weight now I'm getting bouts if sadness, and I'm not even 100% sure why
Any input is GREATLY appreciated!