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Yes totally agree on future help with all the changes I have to make. I'm putting most of my money towards saving for this trip now. I will do some research for the best suited help for my friend and I for when we get home. I do realise that I'm sure some people would be quite happy w my body - but I also see woman MUCH smaller than me (after surgery) on these different sites & on you tube after their surgery. And I'd go so far to say some look a little on the verg of getting too small. 1 lady said she will have a cocktail once a week to up her calories to try and maintain and not loose anymore. Also I hear u can get diff sizes of sleeves (stomach left)- so I would go for one a few mm larger - I can't remember the name the call it? My goal is to maintain a healthy diet and weight range. When I tried WW I was dumbfounded at the small amount of food humans were supposed to consume to loose weight. I didn't even last 2 days. Lol

Cool - u were in the back of my mind throughout the whole discussion. My friend is the complete opposite from me and is telling no one. I on the other hand am an open book and love talking and learning about what to expect - good and bad. My friend just got back to Perth Australia yesterday, and said she doesn't regret mx for a min and has had minimal pain and discomfort - sounds like she is one of the luckier ones - ESP for having to travel so far afterwards. I have never been one to be mean to someone but I will def stick up for myself. It was heated but my weight is my one super sensitive spot! Lol

Kristina is it making u want to change your surgery date so u dont have to hang out with the mean kiwi girls?! Lol

You read the whooooollleeee thing?!?! Hahahaha was it like driving by a car accident u can't help but look? Lol

You could say you've had a thyroid problem and the doctors have just sorted it out?

Yep, that pretty much sums it up! Lol

I'm toooo exhausted to recap lol ... Again do not start reading this from the top - we can not stress this enough

I want a pet miniature pig lol

I think she did bro .... ????

Yay!!!

You're just high lol

You've just recently chimed in - this debate has been going on for a good 2 days... I'm not sure what the outcome was but I don't even care now as long as its all fluffy bunnies again.

Am I back in the cool kids group?!

When I was hypnotised before Xmas for 3 weeks i didn't have carbs - I was eatin fruit as my 4pm carb/cracker snack time ... I loved it!! But alas the cravings came back ... I might even go see her again before or after to keep my goals and stages clear. I don't know why it only lasted 3 weeks but it felt good and I wasn't so tired.

That's good to hear. When I get hungry I think a little bit of chicken won't even touch the sides I need the chicken on a big fluffy bun ... Or 2 ... and then ill be satisfied ... I would love to eat some grilled chicken wrapped in a lettuce leaf w balsamic as my lunch... But I crave the carbs to fill up the huge hole in my torso!

It is - I vowed never to go back up there again. And it's slowly happening. When I've used the pills and got down again I think ok no more pills ill just maintain this myself now - but it doesn't happen ... And getting older will not be helping matters!

1 more note - I take my hat off to ANYONE who is my size or bigger ... I find this a daily reminder and struggle and I can't imagine what higher BMIs (is that PC) deal with. When I was up to 92/94 kgs when I got out of bed my legs and knees ached for about 30 min. I felt 40 years older then I was - maybe that's what's scared me so much about gaining weight again - I was uncomfortable and miserable. I don't pretend to know what others are dealin with just know I feel pain too x

What?!?! I was saying shall we call it a truce and agree to disagree?!? Wtf nevermind then

Bigfatloser > shake hands / truce???? x