No game

Oh butter and fluff sorry to interrupt.. As you were.

Gone shopping...

I wrote Alex a long and whiny letter about it today. I just couldn't be upbeat about it anymore. My 5:2 girls are all jumping ship..

Yep I'm not measuring! I've lost weight and I'm old! Shit I'm probably 5 foot now..

Any more pics???

I know I'm feeling a bit pouty about it today

Hi personally I was/ am a sneak eater binger. FOOD ADDICTION Food addiction manifests itself in the uncontrollable craving for excess food that follows the ingestion of refined carbohydrates, primarily sugar and flour substances that are quickly metabolized and turned into sugar in the bloodstream. Due to those uncontrollable cravings, a food addict's quality of life deteriorates when he or she eats sugar, flour or wheat. It can deteriorate physically, emotionally, socially and/or spiritually. If any of the following symptoms are familiar to you, you may be a food addict: Physical Symptoms of Food Addiction • Do you think you cannot control your intake of food, especially junk food or high sugar foods? • Have you tried different diets or weight loss programs, but none has worked permanently? • Have you found yourself vomiting, using laxatives, diuretics, or exercising a lot to avoid a weight gain after you have eaten a lot? Many food addicts are obese and have tried numerous methods for weight control (diets, drugs, surgery, etc.) yet nothing has created a permanent solution. Other food addicts have never been obese. Their physical weight has been controlled by extreme measures such as excessive exercise, purging through vomiting or laxatives (bulimia), or the severe and unhealthy limiting of food substances(anorexia). No matter which version of food addiction fits you, all of these symptoms become more severe with time and eventually lead to physical problems that can create an early and sometimes painful death. Emotional Symptoms of Food Addiction • Do you find yourself feeling depressed, hopeless, sad or ashamed about your eating or your weight? • Do you find yourself eating when you are upset or reward yourself with food when you do something good? • Have you ever noticed after eating sugar, flour, or wheat that you become more irritable? Food addicts notice that their emotions become more severe, intense, or unreasonable when eating the addictive substances. For many food addicts, emotional life may deteriorate into despair, depression, or thoughts of suicide. Social Symptoms of Food Addiction • Do you eat in private so no one will see you? • Do you avoid social interactions because you feel you do not look good enough or do not have the proper fitting clothes to wear? • Do you steal other people’s food? • Are you more interested in what food is served at social gatherings than looking forward to the warmth of being with the people attending? A food addict’s social life is affected by intense obsessive thinking about food. Making eye contact with people and taking an interest in developing friendships or intimate relationships become secondary to locating and eating addictive foods. Food addicts often hide or steal foods and eat in secret.

Butter went shopping today...

Hi! I was thinking about that day not to long ago. I felt good that day (and it was really nice meeting you and your son) The pants that I was wearing are long gone in the "to big throw them out" pile I feel the same though... It's funny you really don't see it when it's yourself.

Nope...

He was cute and young, I took him for a ride

Watch it butter..... Don't forget I have blackmail pics now

Sloppy mushy back to you too!

Stalker.....

Lol! Have you been talking to butter? He told me I look nice today... In a serial killer kind of way

Who me? *Laura strikes the most innocent look she can*

We are here readbean and trust me Alex is trying to fix it, he wants me off his back

A year ago today for me! Surgery date: 11-13-12 Height 5'4 Sw: 235 Cw: 149 Goal: 135 so I have a bit to go yet

It sucks but that feature never worked on the phone app....

Go to the "more" icon on the bottom click on "profile" then click the blank avatar. It should prompt you from there

That was an issue a couple of days ago but it was brought up to him and he is aware.. I know since then I was able to receive that one pm from you. So I would hope when it up and running again it should work. Yes the whole site is without PMs right now, they had thought it was fixed last night but no such luck. So they are working on it today!

Thank you And the 25th? that's right around the corner! Just think this time next year you will be in such a happier healthier place.. And trust me the year flew by! Such a short time but so many changes. Hell I was just telling someone today I not only feel so much better (no more meds) But sometimes I even feel downright sexy Lol it's funny just to say it

is your surgery soon?

Oh yes! I felt like crap the first week or two! It is major surgery don't let the cute little incisions fool you. Right now just focus on liquids, protein and rest In between walking that is. Be kind to yourself and know that it will get better soon