Hey Quita, I can totally understand where you are coming from. I can relate to feeling lonely although I have a boyfriend and a mother who basically always had negative things to say about my weight. What I wanna say is, is that you have to make you happy, you shouldn't sacrifice your happiness on people who don't support you. I have finally learned to do that. If you need to talk you can always message me, add me as a friend, etc. I'm 26, from brooklyn, NY