SweetTee

Good for you, keep that positive mindset! Maybe some of it will rub off over here on me, LOL. I keep telling myself that all will be well, but the little voice in my head creeps in sometimes saying "what if you have a problem". I'm binding all of that negativity up in the name of Jesus and dismissing it from my mind. It's good to know that I'm not alone in the second guessing of myself sometimes. By next October, and hopefully 100lbs lighter, I want to look back on this day with a smile thinking about how far I have come.

I have to keep telling myself that I will not be able to eat the same. The strangest thing is until I started to see myself in pictures and seriously consider WLS, I didn't realize I had a problem with food. I guess I was so far in denial about my weight and especially about my poor eating habits. In my mind I didn't think I ate that much, but now that I'm waiting on surgery, I realize that I will snack all day (Cookies, chips, cheese, sodas) in addition to eating three overly proportioned meals! I know that this will be a hard road to travel, but I know that it's able to be traveled by interacting with people such as yourself. When I read success stories and see pictures and the smiles on poeple's faces, I realize that IT IS POSSIBLE! And I know by following the BLOGS and posts that it comes by hard work and perseverance, that's why I'm so thankful to you and all the others for sharing your experiences. My hubby has always been thin. He lifts weights and exercises daily, so he can't understand my struggle. Although he's very supportive, he just can't relate to being overweight. I lean on this forum for knowledge and support and I am so thankful for you guys.

Well stay on it girl! I'm sure they will easily resolve the issue so you can continue with your date of Sept 5th. I'm rooting for you and wishing you all the luck in the world. Keep us posted!

Congratulations and good for you! You look great! It's so good to see and read about the success of others. It gives me hope for the future and reminds me everyday that I'm doing the right thing. Thanks for posting.

You go girl! Great job!

Capt, I like the new profile pic! OAN, good luck to all of you being sleeved soon! My GF spoke highly of the recovery house, she said she felt like she was in a RealWorld house, meeting new friends and getting the opportunity to bond with people who were all going through the same thing she was. She keeps telling me I will miss out on the experience of a lifetime.

So glad to hear that everything went ok and you're on the road to recovery. Can't wait to share in your weight loss victories along the way!

I am so sorry that you are having a difficult time and I pray that you began to feel better really soon. As long as your not taking in enough fluids, you will feel bad and your body will let you know it. I know it's hard trying to force yourself to drink especially when it causes you to dry heave. Having no appetite and being sensitive to smells makes it extremely difficult to put something in your mouth. Are you dry heaving from reflux? Are you just simply feeling nauseous? As hard as it may be, you're going to have to force yourself to eat and drink. I agree with the earlier posting suggesting that you try some carbs, some sort of caloric intake is necessary. If all else fails, buy some unflavored Pedialyte. They also have the pedialyte freezer pops and powder packs. The makers of Pedialyte also make EleCare in an unflavored powder, this is usually given to babies who can't tolerate whole protein. Ensure makes a clear and a high protein shake, but they still have a milk consistency (if that thickness bothers you, then they might not work). At least if you use some of the pedi products, you may be able to mix them in water and make it tolerable. Source Naturals also makes a Pea Protein Powder that most vegetarians use, it's not milk based or made from animal products so it will be easier to tolerate. I suggest purchasing some of the Pea Protein Powder and pedialyte. You've got to get your fluids and protein in order to start to feel better. As far as the depression goes, it's understandable with what you're going through. You are human and we all experience these emotions. Do not make any DNR decisions while you are in this state. I haven't been sleeved yet, but from reading posts on this forum, I can safely say that things will get better. I have read numerous post where the writer spoke of feeling depressed and wanting to give up because they were feeling so bad, but if you continue reading they always spoke of turning the fence and feeling so much better as time went on. It's still early on so don't beat yourself up to bad. You know that with God, ALL things are POSSIBLE!!!! Keep the faith Jesus says, "if you have faith as a mustard seed, you will say to this mountain, move from here to there, and it will move; and nothing will be impossible for you" [Matthew 17:20. Remember, we are all here for you, and I just as many other people here on this forum were placed in your life for a reason, lean to God and lean on us! Praying for your speedy recovery!

Good luck and congratulations on your big day! Keep us posted.

Praying for your speedy recovery!

You look great!

Great job!

Thanks, same to you too.

I've been doing the same. When are you scheduled for? I'm super excited and Alma is great!

Congratulations and good luck! I wish you much success in your weight loss journey! God bless.

My friend went to Almanza and she says he's great so I don't think you really have much to worry about! We'll all be some skinny bit@&$s in a few no matter who does our surgery!

I don't know about a wooden one, I would be a little leary of splinters down there, LOL! I pray I have this problem after surgery! Before I packed on the pounds the DH and I were humping like jack rabbits, now it's more like snail activity over on this end! Man I miss that feeling when I was so horney I would hump his leg in my sleep!

I don't know about a wooden one, I would be a little leary of splinters down there, LOL! I pray I have this problem after surgery! Before I packed on the pounds the DH and I were humping like jack rabbits, now it's more like snail activity over on this end! Man I miss that feeling when I was so horney I would hump his leg in my sleep!

Wildflower I think your account is both genuine and honest. Having surgery performed and having it performed out of the states can be a very unsettling adventure. We are all here looking for the best affordable option. It's testimonies such as these that help some of us make the choice we feel is best.

I'm so happy for you! That's great! Congrats!

I haven't had surgery yet, but I like Dooter's advice!

Congrats! By this time tomorrow you will be on the losers bench!

Congratulations on your upcoming surgery! This is you taking control! Things will go great and with the help of God recovery will go smoothly. Keeping you in prayer.

Congrats! I'm so happy for you!