Lisa's Hope

Thanks Randi...

Not a good day for me. I actually cheated on my preop diet with two boiled eggs and lettus and this is the second time. Once last week as well. I am so worried that my liver will NOT shrink enough for surgery. That may sound rediculous but I have fatty liver disease and am just so scared that I'm going to be put under and wake up with no sleeve due to not keeping to the pre op diet exactly. I am so tired of these protein shakes, SF popsicles, SF jello, and broth! With that being said the up side is I've lost 11 pounds. I'd hope to lose more and still hoping for at least 15 before surgery. I'm anxious about the surgery more than usual today. I woke up this morning finding myself thinking about complications again. My father passed away of a pulmonary embolism brought on by surgery. I'm just scared. Nothing else to say. I know I have to do this and just wish these last few days would hurry and get over with. I have to be at the hospital at 6:30 am on Monday. My surgery is at 8:30 am. I worry about everything! Uggghhhh... Thanks for letting me vent. I'm grouchy, hungry and emotional!!! Can't stop the tears today.

I'm so worried that if I cheat my liver won't shrink and my surgeon won't do the surgery! Man.. what would I give for a burger and fries right now!! Day 9 of preop.

Like everyone said. I think that is normal.

I'm having my surgery at Des Peres Hospital on Monday. My surgeon is Dr. Follwell. My insurance won't pay because there is an exclusion. I am self pay. I had to pay the surgeon up front 6,000.00. I'm financing the rest. I'm been approved for the loan and they just have to figure out how to bill the card... lol They aren't so sure. I've been around and around with the hospital about the financing. Still not too sure how it will work. I'm waiting for them to call me for pre registration to get the rest of the details lined out. Here it is a week away and I've not heard from them. I'm kind of worried about it but trying to not think about it. I want to get this done. I'm a medical biller also. Most of these hospitals want everything up front. Sad but true!

Good Luck and congratulations! Share you experience when you feel up to it. My surgery is Monday.

Did he say how high is too high before freaking out?? I wonder why this surgery causes this. I've heard a few people talk about it before and couldn't believe it. Good luck and keep us posted.

I'm borderline too. I have't had my surgery yet. It's on Monday. I've been kind of worried about that because I've notice that my sugar levels aren't really going down that much since I've been on this pre op diet. No sugar or carbs what so ever. I think I would definately call your doctor. If close to 300 that could be dangerous.

Congratulations Amy!!

Congrats for having to pay more?? LOL

Thank you so much Christy. You are so right. I don't have control. God does and I tell you, I've been praying about this for a long time. I know he's got me. I appreciate your encouragment. Helps me so much!! God Bless!!

Wow.. everyone's seem to be cheaper than what I have to pay. 16620.00. Includes pre op and post op for a year. I will have about 500.00 more in expenses after the surgery for lab fees. I paid cash 6 thousdand and financing the rest. I hope I feel it is worth it after next monday... I'm worried since my insurance has an exclusion on the policy... won't pay for complications either. I pray I don't have any.

You look awesome! Sure can see the difference. I hope I have your success 6 weeks from next Monday!

Good luck to you too girl! I have 7 more days than I hope I won't want food as much as I do now..!

Thank you Pennie! I'm so ready to be on the other side.

My surgery is at Des Peres Hospital in St. Louis on May 21st. Anyone else out there having surgery that day? I'm really nervous but I'm sure it will be fine!

I just have to say, I'M HUNGRY! This isn't easy in any way, shape, or form! I know it is necessary though to get to the other side. I keep telling myself I have a few more weeks without real food but it is worth it to get healthy. I'm still really concerned and scared and I know nothing will change that until I am a few months out and sure I won't get a leak or have complications. I wish I could just stop worrying and being anxious. I've been dreaming about surgery. Worrying about every aspect of it. I have to have a large hernia reparied and I just keep thinking, "what if my liver didn't shrink??". I haven't been very positive for anyone on this forum lately. I need to change my way of thinking and my attitude and be grateful that I'm doing this. I am a Christian and I need to put my faith in GOD and know that what happens is meant to happen. Well, thanks for letting me vent. AGAIN! Love you guys! Have a great rest of the weekend. Uggh.. I just want some food! On the up side... 10. 4 pounds in 5 days is unbelievable for me!

Again, I know how you feel!!!!! I'm 5 days in and I had a breakdown today too! 9 more days to go... ugghhhh.. It is hard!!

On day 5 of 14. Lost 8.6 pounds as of this morning. I'm so happy with the weight loss but more emotional today. I want food food food!!!! I so hate the protein shakes now. I'm tired of them. Can anyone tell me if there is anything else I can buy besides the shakes?? I've tried powder, ready made and I gag from them. Yuck! Thanks everyone. I'm so glad I found this site so I can vent. Wouldn't be able to make it without you!!

Do you feel the surgery was worth it?? My surgery date is the 21st and I'm find myself wondering if it is. Especially reading these post.

4 weeks!!???? Oh boy!

Did you guys do the pre op diet? I'm on day 5 tomorrow. I'm starving. Nothing but liquid for 14 days. I heard that doing the preop helps with the hunger after surgery. I don't know how to make it another week on this diet then 3 more weeks before I can eat. SIGH... I'm just wondering if this is right?? Tell me it is!!! I'm cranky from no food! LOL sorry.. I whine everyday!

I started my pre op on Monday and its been sooo hard!!! Be ready because I thought I could do this and it would be pretty easy! It's not.... I have to be on mine for 14 days so I have 11 more days before surgery. On a good note I have lost 6.2 pounds in two days as of this morning. I'm hoping I will have lost more by tomorrow.... LOL I weigh everyday! I know I shouldn't but I do. Good luck ladies on your upcoming surgeries. I'm nervous and scared but excited too. It will be nice not to be so hungry as I am now!

Wow... you look so awesome!

My surgery is the 21st and I have all the same worries. I'm on the preop diet and have a headache from hades! Third day in of 14. I wonder if I will make it. Seriously, I want this and need this more. I know I will go through with it but I think of all the "what if's" too!! I hope it is easier after the surgery than it is now... I'm so hungry.. lol