Woke up in horrible gastric pain last nite. Vomiting and cold sweats!!! Had to lie down on bathroom tile -- just in agony. All this after finally receiving my "written" rejection that stated I do not have serious medical conditions and that my problem with the band these past 4 years is behavioral and not due to a malfunction! Peer to peer scheduled for 5/20, but i' m so scared it too will be denied! Don't know how much longer I can deal with this! I'm so depressed! BMI 37.7, 5'3", 211 lbs. asthma and can't breathe, vomiting, major GERD, food always gets stuck even after all restriction removed, one knee replaced already, renal cell carcinoma 2 years ago, high triglycerides, genetics!!!! Isn't this enough?!!! I can't do this alone. My mother was over 300 lbs when she died and my sister is 325 at least! I'm getting there fast!