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I can't...umm.... walk away from it. You see it is now all inside me. Yup my first official horrid pre band like binge. I just ate a whole half a pound of fucking fudge.

Oh and Juli is J. But I think she means that she started the couch to 5k awhile back and did not continue with it. Unless you are holding out on us J....

Argh!!!!!!!!! Stef look at you just about to break into onederland. You bitch! And I mean that in the most loving way possible. I think my fudge eating has jsut set me back about two weeks.

No way...it's mine dammit.

I started running at about 250. Just start super slow and don't over do it. Run a maximum 3 days a weeks. Cool Running :: running run training marathon runners jogging jogger joggers runner run fitness exercise diet weight loss nut... has a great couch to 5k program that gets you up and running.

Oh Fudge. I forgot I ordered some from a co worker for their kid's fundraiser. It is entirely possible I may eat the whole brick. Have I mentioned yet that I have let carbs back into my life?

Funny t-shirts, Funny shirts, Crazy t-shirts, Crazy shirts, Cool t-shirts, Cool shirts Is a good one too.

teetastic! ~ home of tees accross america: the funniest state slogan t-shirts and plenty of other crazy shit

Come on....you know you laughed when you saw the butter churning. I have been peeing my pants all day reading these stupid ass shirts. My two favorites have been: My Virginia is itchy...with a picture of virginia ANd Come see my big throbbing Oregon....with a picture of Oregon. I am so easily amused.

So this is what JC is doing tonight.....

Who the fuck is S? Welcome Stef you sarcastic little shit.

I will heart my dinner tonight.

Amish girls do it manually.

Aww J I am glad I could inspire you =) Good shoes are definitly key. Just like getting a bike you want to go to the specialty store and get fitted. The prices are very compareable to what your would find elsewhere and they have much more of a selection. Start slow and don't give up. I started running at a slower pace than which I walked. The couch to 5K is awesome and only takes up 30 minutes a day 3 times a week. I have a treadmill you could borrow if you need it lol. D, I put the thongs under the belly. One day they are going to look amazing on my flat surgery enhanced belly but not today.

JC you are so so bad. You know it is a law to wait until the 14th date to fondle the Amish.

Uh oh JC had the Amish bitches over last night.

D I don't wear em for the looks I wear em for the comfort. I heart thongs and hate eighth grade drama too.

Where the hell is everyone today?

Juli I know all that it is just really hard to tell my head that that is the way it works. My head just keeps thinking eat less workout more while my brain is telling me I need to eat more if I am working out. If that makes any sense at all lol. I just have this internal struggle going on right now and it sucks. I don't know why all of a sudden it is kicking in so much, but I am assuming it is because I am getting so close to 199. I just hope my mind chills out once I reach that point. I do want a bodybugg pretty badly but I can't justify the cost. All my spare money is going into the bike fund right now. If I could just win the damn lotto.

J I know this in my head I really, really do. But it is so damn hard for me to just eat more because I am doing more. Because then I feel like it is a waste of exercise. That's why I had no cake, no potato salad, no cheesy potatoes yesterday. Because even though I know I need to eat when I exercise I don't want my exercise to count for nothing. I am stuck no in this vicious fucking cycle and it sucks.

Glad you made it there safe and sound!

D it is 87 degrees in my house in October. I am so jealous of snow.

Hehe that is pretty funny JC. If I was not so tired I might want to kick your ass. I left the wedding early because I am pooped out. I just feel like shit. Probably due to the low levels of carbs in my body. I did put a banana in my shake this morning to give me a little extra push but I think I need more than that. As for the wedding food I was surprisingly good. Since it was an outdoor buffet thing there were all the old favs, mostacolli, cheesy potatoes, potato salad, cake. I had a chicken kabob and salad. I am still craving something carby right now though. I want a cookie, or a cake, or an eclair, or the fucking sugar bowl. Good job on the weight loss. I would like to see mine come off with a quickness.

Not in a million years did I think I would be baring my ass crack for hundreds of people. I am not sure how low they went but I remember thinking oh fuck there go my pants again.

Oh and I do have some pictures but you will all have to wait for them lol. And no J and JC they are not my bare ass pictures.