babygrl1234

I just PBed on my Tickler.

Your games are not on your local channels? Doesn't FOX and CBS carry them? Are those not local? I am sorry that really sucks.

You mean he is not real??

Wow. I just mean.....wow.

I heart you guys. Juli how does scrapbooking in Feb sound? Jenn and I were talking about it and we decided we were going to plan a whole weekend thing ourselves and have it at a hotel out by the gigantice scrapbooking store 45 minutes from our houses.

Okay I am just done here. Done with it all. I am obviously never going to lose any more fucking weight. I am never going to have a 1 in front of my weight. I will always be 2-something. I can't diet worth a shit anymore. I am going to return this stupid fucking broken bodybugg and just get my money back instead of replacing it. I can't do it anymore. I can't pretend I am happy about it and that I am so fucking optimistic...I am not. Nothing else has ever worked for me so why should this? It's not working anymore. I am beyong fucking depressed in pretty much every aspect of my life. I don't have food anymore and I just can't deal. I can't cope with my own friggin life. I am sick and tired of stepping on the scale only to spend the walk of shame back to my desk holding back tears because it just won't change. I am sick and tired of being so damn emotional. Screw this effing lapband shit. It was supposed to be easier....it was supposed to be easier than this. Sorry, continue on with the happy merriment, maybe by Thanksgiving my manic side will show again.

For the record, as a Catholic I find this extremely hilarious.

Double ick. My nose still hurts. And I was at the teller window at the bank and there was just shredded wheat everywhere. It was gross.

Well he seems to think that a resonable goal for me is 175 (I am 5'6") Which wold be 103 pounds lost. MY goal is to weigh around 150 and do not want to get my TT anytime before 160. I don't know it is just so difficult sometimes to even imagine myself at 160. I weighed 160 when I was in 6th grade. Ideally I want to get it done when I am at goal but I am so scared I will never make it there....

For the record, sneezing while eating shredded wheat is painful.

Thanks. I am in an argument with my doctor as to when I should get mine done. The weight he wants me at seems too heavy and I am concerned about having more loose skin. But knowing you lost another 30 pounds after surgery and still look so good makes me think maybe he and I can come to some sort of agreement =)

Chickie if you don't kind me asking what was your weight when you had the TT?

Faith she has been on fire today.

I always thought my butt would hurt less because there would be less weight on it.....then I lost weight and realized that the lack of padding makes the bootie hurt like a mofo.

NO Playboy?

Funny you should say that....one of my doc's patients came in 3 weeks post op and admitted to eat a 6 inch sibway sub.

I don't even want to think about that third option.

LJM I know....And it drives me up a damn dirty wall. She just makes it sound like it is so typical for everyone to only eat 3 spoonfuls at each and every meal. SO NOT TRUE

I think I get frustrated more with old timers who give shitty advice.

http://www.lapbandtalk.com/f13/2nd-fill-too-tight-45035/ Things like this piss me off to no end. No, it is not common to just eat a few bites.

As far I know ports are not placed directly below the skin but are stiched to the muscle. This is why once you lose more weight you begin to be able to feel the port better and it will sometimes stick out of the skin. That is why there is such a thing as a low profile port.

nope...grrrrrr

As is mine.....

I have tried cleaning it and moving it around. And I tried strapping it on too tight so it would not move around.

Okay has anyone else had the problem of their bugg buzzing uncontrollably? Within an hour it will probably vibrate 10+ times. It is getting effing annoying. This just started happening last night so I figured it was the battery. Put a new one in and nope, still doing it.