babygrl1234

I am so jealous. I wanted to work today for the double time and a half but my boss would not let me. But of course she worked so she could get the extra pay.

Well good luck to you. If I lived near ya I would be there in a heartbeat.

Hey Faith I really could cook you that meal seeing as you live right near me lol.

I am sure my thin friends wonder how it is possible that I let myself get up to 278 pounds. We should know better than others how easy it is to let our eating get out of control. Just because we can walk to a door to get a food delivery doesn't mean that we are any better than those who can't. And once a person become bed ridden they are getting virtually no exercise at all so even if they are only eating a little bit (which usually they are not) they still are not burning the calories by just getting up and walking around. I would like to think that I would never get to that point but without m band who really knows when it would have stopped.

Maybe when it storms later a tornado can pick me up and drop me off in Kansas. How can anyone not cancel all plans for REO?

I really hope we can get some more takers on the July exercise challenge.

I did get my exercise in today already. I did a 4 mile walk and I ran about 1/2 mile of it. Running outside is way harder than the treadmill. I can do like 1.5 miles on the treadmill but put me outside and I just about die just doing the half. But hey it can only get better right?

Yeah I need to be accountable for that also. I had a slim fast protein bar for breakfast and a bite of the parm noodles. Now for lunch I am back on the grilled chicken though it is not going down nearly as well as it did last night.

Where do you live? I am hopping on a plane right now!!! I still have no one to go with me next week.

You could totally mix that with some Malibu rum for a fun and protein filled party drink right? Seriously I bet it would be good with some sugar free coconut syrup.

Okay yesterday I blended my Chocolate Matrix with milk, ice, some sugar free coconut syrup and a spoonful of splenda. De-friggin-licious.

Speaking of crap I am so glad to be having oops I crapped my6 pants moments instead of damn I wish I could crap moments. Fiber is so underrated.

Ugh. My eating is about to cause me to have an "oops I crapped my pants" moment.

Faith I will cook you a meal =)

Why can't I stop eating when I am full? Thin people can push a plate away with only a few bites gone if they feel full so why the hell can't I do it. Why do I find it necessary to finish the whole damn thing? Eating the whole damn thing got me here in the first place. And why can't I eat cake? I know it is bad for me but dammit sometimes I just want a bite without spitting it up like a damn infant 5 minutes later.

I was pretty pissed off that I came home to an empty house because everyone went to the movies without me. Not that I wanted to see transformers but because they did not even bother to ask me if I would like to join them. And to top it all off I ate like a pig. Well a banded pig. Probably 4 oz of grilled chicken smothered in BBQ sauce and like 1/4c of parmesan noodles. Plus two slices of toast. I feel like shit right now. I wish I had thought about it before I ate so damn much. If I don't stop pigging out I am going to end up back on the effing table with a dilated pouch and I will never lose any more friggin weight. I did not get my walk in at work because I was way to busy cleaning up after other peoples messes that effect my work. I am not usually so damned negative and I don't even know what is coming over me here. Maybe I am tired from going in to work at 4am. Maybe I am pissed that since I have to work at 5am for the rest of the summer so I can't very well ride my bike in there. Maybe I am so tired of working 46 hours a week to come home to a trashed house that I have to clean up just so that my retired father in law and afternoon working hubby can mess it up for me the next day. Maybe because I am going to have to mow the lawn so it actually gets done. Wow I kind of feel a little bit better.

Okay I got in my exercise. 1 hour on the treadmill. And I am starting the official bitching thread so as not to put any downers in here.

What the heck...I am in too. July - Labor Day 2007 Challenge Name.............................Starting….Current…...Goal….....To Go losingjusme........................293...........2 93............266...........27 juliegeraci...........................226......... .226...............206.........20 areellady.............................251.5....... .251.5..........230...........21.5 punkeyb88............................306.......... .238...........225...........13 Chris_NJ.............................326.......... ..326.............290..........36 PaulaD................................222......... ....222............200...........22 MM.....................................248........ .....248............230...........18 sdakotaRN...........................255........... .255............230............25 Babygrl1234.........................224..............224............199...........25 I wanna make it to onederland!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Travelgirl I am so happy for you!!!!!!!!!!!!! And you too Zannie. Awesome job girls! I am fighting the demons right now. I want to eat some candy so bad but I am not going to let myself. I know this moment is going to pass but I really need to stop eating away my feelings.

Matrix 5.0. It is the only shake I can tolerate. The chocolate and the cookies and cream are pretty good.

Umm this is rants and raves right? If you don't like it then don't come in here. Simple as that. Stay on the general discussion pages and not in the hot topics.

Hehe let's not get ahead of ourselves. I did eat some Peanut Butter m&ms once I got home lol. But only like 10 of them. Other than that food was good. My Protein was up and calories down. I am not happy about no loss last week so I am stepping it up a notch. I put in 5 miles today. 3 mile walk at work and 2 mile walk/run on the treadmill. I ran 20 of the 35 minutes on the treadmill at 4.0 which is my fastest pace ever.

I did not eat one of the cupcakes sitting in the break room at work today.

I was in the middle of a pet store when I crapped my pants. I was so mortified to have the hershey squirts in public. I high tailed it out of there and threw my panties away when I got back to work.

Courtney love is a bit crazy and I would probably be embarrassed by her actions if she were my parent. However doesn't it seem that poor behavior is generally treated in a different manner than being fat? What i mean by that is that it is funny how it almost seems more acceptable to make a complete ass of yourself rather than being fat. Maybe it is not her daughter being shallow but her daughter saying that because out of all the things that her mother has done, the thing she is teased about the most is how she has a fat Mom.