Yes god its my turn and if someone trys to take this from me I am going to hurt them! That right I jump, I hopped, I ran, I even begged for this and finally I have all my "T" crossed and my "i" dotted. My ducks in a roll. What ever people can say I did it and I never give up. I thought I was going to have to change my name to neverforme! But GOD you made it possible for me. I to thank everyone for there kind words when I would hit the wall hard and allowing me to vent. I want to thank GOD for the courage you have given me to ensure that I don't have second thoughts about doing this with all my medical problems.
I went in today for my pre-op testing and found out what the problem was for the last cancellation and had it remove from my medical records. The doctor said I thought you were not going to do this because you were so heart broken. I told him about the many friends I found on this site and there words would not let me quit.
I am on cloud nine and see such a bright future in front of me. I am finallying do me so that I can do my family. I started to look at the pictures of the wedding dress I want to renew my vows at a church cermony because I got married at city hall.
I will no longer be in pain. I will no longer be breaking chairs when I sit in them.
Look out world here I finally come!!!!! April 11th Bye Bye fat me and all the stupid saying like she has such a pretty face.!!!!
Thanks everyone for allowing me to cry, vent, and laugh.
Well all are going to get there because God said so!!!!!!!