Frustrated!!!

Ok, so I am waiting for a call to schedule my surgery. Lo and behold, my phone rings today....BUT it wasn't to schedule my surgery...it was to tell my that my doctor is having surgery and they can't schedule mine until they know when he will be back. I am so frustrated. I just wanted to cry, but I'm at work so I didn't. I was so tired yesterday and today I fell better, but this just pushed my to my limit. I know I should hope he's ok, but I'm feeling quite selfish at the moment. Ok...there is my venting for the day. I just want my lunchbreak to come quick so I can go eat!

Ohhh that is SO frustrating!! I'm still about six months away from my surgery and every time I get insurance news that might postpone the process I just want to cry... for instance, I was suppose to meet with my surgeon, the psychologist, nutritionist, and exercise-ist (sp?). Anyway the door I was trying to come in was locked and I was trying to get in.. Finally a janitor saw me outside and let me in, he made a snarky comment that the door was open on the other side of the building but i never saw it so I waited. My appointment was suppose to be for 7:00am and I got up there at 7:15 BUT there was a line of checking people in. When I finally got to check in it was 7:25 and the lady tsked tsked at me and told me she will ahve to reschedule the psychologist because I was so late. I explained to her what happened and told her it was really REALLY hard for me to find a baby sitter that earlier in the morning and she just said 'sorry.' Well I sat down to wait for some of the appointment and the tears just welled up. I felt SO STUPID to be crying but it is a very hard process and I have such a long way to go. Yes, people were looking at me. I'm glad you had enough self control to not cry at work! Good for you! Keep hanging in there, you are almost there

Jen

I would have went off....LOL....I also would have cried. That really stinks that happened. Obviously there wasn't a sign on the door that said to go around. I'm sure you weren't the first, and probably not the last. Good luck with the rest of your stuff!!!!!