More thoughts...

So, the conservative people at my work think I am way too conservative with my dress. I think, this coming from male and females, jeesh, am I a freak or what? I'm wondering what I can wear that doesn't make me look sleazy. I'd prefer people not to just look at my boobs, I have a mind too! Jeesh! Rant, I know.

I do have some low cut tops, not work attire in my opinion.

I'm really upset that I can't go to any support group meetings in my area. I am absolutely devastated. I now go to a doctor out of state instead of in-state. This is wrong that I must do this.. Everytime I get done there, at the new place, I throw up. I have to take a day off work every follow-up appointment. This is truly not fair. Because of this, I am still upset. I have zero closure and will never be ok with refusal of care. I pray noone ever gets refused care after their lap-band surgery. when I think about it I sob..... It is an absolute nightmare. I don't even want to think about this lap-band anymore. I'm really upset today. I can't stop crying.

I'm sorry you are having such a bad day, Chrissi! I don't have any advice, but I'm thinking about you!

Thank you. Some days are great lilith, others I just can't get over things!

I know... but you know what they say, (or at least what I say, lol) it might not get better, it might not get worse, but it will definitely be different, just give it time!