Today I went to see the doc & to do the respiratory tests - pre surgery. I got on the scales and I have lost 2kg since they weighed me last Thursday!!! What is that?? I started Optifast on monday - so as they say - it's fast

Since I have decided to do this i have lost 4.5kg and now another 2 - thats 6.5kg (14.3 pounds) in a month! I think it's a bit in the mind as well - I have finally found some relief from my stress of being "obese" beautiful word that it is :mad2:. So in my mind I am thinking this could be the last time that I have to put all this effort into losing the weight - it's not going to come back to me - I wont ever need to send a search party out for it - it's gone - never to return. pheww - sayonara !!!

I am trying to get as much off as I can before my surgery - my surgery has just been booked - a bit later that I thought it would be - 24th April. More time to get cracking. :ohmy:

Took my fat photos last Sunday, so Im all set - thinking the fat photos may not get displayed here - I saw them and realised I have been deluding myself - I am bigger than I thought - I knew i was big - but not that big!!!! :thumbup:

Till next time x

Oh loulou I can relate! I'm a 'Bunny Bandster' (our April group on LBT- come join us HERE) too (you'll be banded on DH/my anniversary). It's such a different motivation knowing you'll be saying goodbye to the pounds for the LAST TIME...I've lost them so many times before. I took photos and felt the same way...IS THAT ME??!! Don't forget to take all your measurements too! Good luck! -BG