One week old...

Hey ya'll well today was my week anniversary with the band. My doctor put me on soft foods already so I am not as hungry as I was before. The weird thing is that I didn't expect to be that hungry. I was living in a dream world right? I got so hungry I was light headed and angry! lol However, I was blessed because my band is healing fine. I went grocery shopping today with my ma and I drove. Tomorrow I am driving myself to my doctors appointment. I can say that I am recovering fine. The only thing I miss is the pop. I call it Sexsi Pepsi! lol Damn I enjoyed the fizz and sugar! The over ice OOOO WEeeee somebody stop me! lol I told my surgeon if I could have Pepsi I.V I would! lol however, I am sure it will pass. And I went to church today and they were talking about the band right? This one girl was telling me everything that I needed to do with the band. She's a plus size beauty too so I listened. She was telling me how I had to eat right and exercise and all that. SO I look her up and down and she was like the lap band is suppose to help you. But u still gotta do da work. I was like wow...you are still FAT! lol I'm like why people always tryin to tell others how to lose weight and they aint doing it??? I'm like listen to your own advice. Don't just tell me prove it. Then its really just ignorance and fear. People are afraid of the surgery yet don't have the will power to lose weight the natural way..and by the way whats the natural way? Who gives anyone the right to tell me how to lose weight??

What's good for one aint good for the other feel me? So she will remain fat and I will not. Its a choice...idk. I'm beginnin to ramble...anywho...comment ya dig?? lol later