Taking it all in..........

I'm still shocked that i will actually be banded on Jan 15th. It still feel like a dream and that I will wake up soon. So many years I've prayed for this day and had let down after let down. Never thought it would happen. Then,I realized that blessings come when God think your ready and not when YOU feel your ready. It was meant for me to have the surgery now. I will appreciate it more and understand its a blessing from God. I also,had some angels on earth that God worked through to make this happen. My best friend and my little sister. I'm so grateful to have them in my life. They always have my back no matter what. When i asked for help,they didnt hesitiate........

This is a new beginning for me. I've been trapped for years by my weight. It held me back from doing many things. NOMORE! I'm going to live life to the fullest and apprecaite all blessings big and small:biggrin: