Here we go...again.

Well, here I go, again, with my weight loss in life. :sad:I can't beleive I was so dumb to have NOT gotten schooled on my band. Now I am lost & confused on where to begin. :biggrin: It's hard to beleive 5 - 6yrs ago I was 222 on my way to MX and now I am 230 and in the same spot with a band that did do much OR was it ME?:glare: I was, IDK, maybe 15-20 pds shy of goal and BOOM! got married and their comes the weight! Of course I had 2 fills :rolleyes3: and though I was good for life :rolleyes2:, how dumb. Jan...Jan will be a new start! Jan 15th my fill date. I hope that they will help me learn about having a band, so I can make LIFE changes! I am excited but so scared. Needles are scary to me :glare:( I would die first) but my family is pushing and I understand why. OMG even if I was just 200 pds again I could get off the couch better or my kids could hug me easier:wub:.

Depression please lift away ! The skinny girl in me is crying out!