the night before Surgery

17 hours to go .. till band time .. I feel anxious and concerned and nervous and worried .. but optimistic too.. I am scared of what I am comitting to .. but what can be worse than how I feel now with how I am

The hospital called.. my operation is at 1:30 and I am packing a bag.

I have bought liquid yoghurt and fruit juices but I think I wont feel like eating much for the first 48 hours .. I haven't really had much of an appetite for the past two weeks so that should be OK

I hope there is little or no pain, I just want to get over the Op as quickly as possible and start the new me

to all the October bandsters out there .. Im thinking of you

will be back .. when it's over !

live strong ..