Life Begins Now.......

Evening All...........................

Well today the funds are in place and the hotel is booked :tt2: so now its just count down to B-day 24 days to go.

I have been trying to sort out which of my friends is coming with me, its been a bit of a nightmare as such short notice :sad: so worried I might have to go on my own. :frown:

Might be a last resort to have a word with my Dad to see if he will come with me, but not even told him I'm having op yet so not sure how it will go down.:tt1:

I'm am only child and only have my Dad left as lost my mum when I was 15, we are close now but not always been, thats another blog though. :cursing:

I've been going through some of the posts on the site and been making notes in my little blue book I got today, more cluded up now on what I might need to take with me for before and after. So feeling slightly better today, but still bricking in................

See you all tomorrow xx