May 2, 2006

Well it is 4 days after my 1 year Band Anniversay. This should be a day that I can rejoice in and be happy, but all I am is sad!

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April 28, 2005 I got my band I was so excited to start my life over. I wasnt wrong in that my life did start over just in the other way. It wasn't like that at first but everything just kept adding up. Now 1 year later.... I am broken down ripped into and tossed like a piece of meat. I am hopeing that having this journal will allow me to express my thoughts. Anyone can read them maybe even learn from them.

You sound like you need a lot of hugs! Hang in there - please do share in your journal. I have found it helps alot - gives someone to vent to - with no response back (sometimes a good thing) :biggrin:

Mo