12/12/07

Well lets see where do I begin. I guess I can start off with I NEED A FILL!

We had a huge ice storm, the entire state is in a state of emergency, over 900 thousand homes & business are without power, including mine.

I was off work Monday and Tuesday due to no power, and finally today they are running our office off generators, so I was forced to come in. yuk.

My home is still without power, hoping it will be back on today.

Eating has been so off. I've been staying with my mother in law and eating her cooking - and desserts. I've eaten so much and I have avoided the scales so I'm not sure how much damage I have done. I have no excuses and I think I've used the excuse (I need a fill) too many times. I do need a fill, but I also need some will power and self control, and lately, I've had neither. I cannot wait until January 18th until I can get a fill. I cannot go on like this!

I need to focus and stay on plan, I need to practice some self control and NO MORE EXCUSES!