Starting over again....

So, last Friday I drove for six and a half hours to get to my friends house 3 and a half hours away to help her move over the weekend. Then, I started working at a fast food joint because finances are tight right now. So this past week has been awful. But today again I am doing better. I am trying to choose the healthier options at work and hope to be able to be consistant in that next week. NO FRIES!!! In another six weeks I'll be back home in FL and will find another work situation and new challenges. I will have to learn to be consistant with my eating and get some regular exercise regardless of the changes in my life. I want to get my mindset right before I invest so much money I don't already have in this procedure, this tool that will help me even more so. I want a better life and will get it, but I'm only at the beginning where it feels the most overwhelming. I'm fighting myself more than anything right now and it isn't pretty. My spirit is willing, but my flesh is weak (and stubborn). :phanvan